you should read this when you're high, you will probalby understand it better .

I want to talk about something : really anything in mind that I have. In general Xanga doesn't make me proud of what I'm writing/ I'm writing at such it's moment and with no anticipation that i get stuck with going where I first felt becuase it wasn't really going anywhere far in the first place. I think I use to write a lot more about my self-discoveries and it just made it always exciting because I was looking forward to it so much. I really let me self down though from such invention of self, because iI would blame myself if it wasn't corrected siminoutelsy during it's sprouted problem.

Fritz just told me I don't have to feel bad  I wonder what he's doing right now? probalby thinking about transpotting or maybe such. We kissed for a lil bit, it was weird, but i still really enjoyed its harminous moment, because thats what i look for feeling when i am high. He told me he understood me, and slightly left.

It's about seeing a harminous thought, withinn a second,

make sure he doesn't feel lonely, he's going to feel very lonely because of all his friends going to vegas. I hope he'll be ok at aunt denise's if we go over there. She said she had to go because he didn't know she was over here.

go to the movie.

You can think of anything in the whole world. a lion, a tiger, a bear, oh my. oh don't eel bad i won't eat you, let's play a game called war.

I want to organize my room with meaning.

What happened to Larry's advice about the learning center, and my motivation to talk to nadeen thomas about the class. i need to focus on it and organise my notes, the book review is coming up.

My rondo's good, i Should have recorded it. I have my theme, episode 1, classical variation, episode 2. I'm not going to how until next Thursday so I can have some time to think about it.

92nd street Y theatear 75th anniversary Gala:

Frontier choreography by Martha Graham / Los Indios choreogaphy by Katherine Dunham / Caught choreography by David Parsons/ Lux choreography by Doug Varone

Caught was my favorite piece, catching pictures at quick glimpises, amazing! my favorite! Thi was such a great event

I'm going over old notes, letters, programs, and convert them into my notes :

check at the casting list for arabian for mom and dad, dec 1-6